let us all sulk

[grayson]

this has been a hard week and life sucks this is the place to just let go of all emotion and let the sh1t hit the fan


First subjecy up is Bree every one on this bord new and had a place for her in their mind especally kev. for all the grief this has caused it cannot be looked at as just another car accident and now we all know how it feels to loose some one i am vary vary sad about this but i've come to relize that bree wouldn't want us to sulk and be all pissy about this but we just can't help it now can we?

Second up is Mal and Matt splitting up not something anyone thought would ever happen but it did and it effect every one not just them sinior year has already become so unbearable and so much sh1t has happend already that if it continues like this i don't know if anyone will be left at the end.

Finally, this will come to a shock to alot of you but i feel so stupid saying it with all the heavy sh1t above it, well last thursday i almost killed my self and now remorse is setting in that i could every think about hurting my friends like that seams unreal and that night seams like it was in another life time and that we need this place to get it out and not think about it any more because if we do this year is only going to get worse and nothing's going to be left by the end of it

- love to all
Grayson Michael Wimmer
A.K.A. weightly challengedarse

[Jackness]

nicely put, but remember, suicide isn't the answer, just because life is getting hard, and its just gonna get harder, is a craptastic statement, because it really isnt' true, if you have your friends and you know what your gonna do, then it can't be hard, it will feel hard, but if you put your mind to it, nothing can be hard, just challengeing, and thats what life is all about, even though bree is gone, she will always be with us, in our minds, and hearts, even though matt, and mal are seperated doesn't mean they can't get back together, if they truley love each other, they will be together again, and 3rd off, grayson, if you ever feel suicidle talk to friends, trust me it will help, it has many many times for me, and I know it will for you, just remember we only have one life to live, and we have to take advantage of it, We shouldn't be sad for bree's parseing, but thank god that we were blessed to have met her, she was a great person, and one of a kind, there will be imitators but never dulplicated, so good bye for now bree, we will all meet someday, and we can all talk to each other, to matt and mal, good luck to all of your future endevors, and may the good lord bring you two back together, and grayson, remember you have friends, and they will be there for you, hell if you need to be, you can talk to me, Jackamania334 is my aim, remember chin up mates, we are all in this together

[Kevinness]

::sigh:: Grayson you know all of us are your friends, some more than others. We may always give you a hard arse time but most of it is in jest, though Matt's and Daniel's may not be some times. And yes Bree's death was... an event, but don't let that downtrodden you, there should be no excuse to be sad when someone dies, you should remember them how they are and be happy that way. Also Matt and Mallory have their own set of things to deal with and them breaking up should not concern us greatly, it is between them, no matter what we will all still be friends with both of them, and with that note also Catherine. And you know suicide isn't the answer, video games and caffeine can numb most of us to the point of apathy so that we won't take actions such as those. Just lighten up and be optimistic, I am even though I have no life anymore from school, work, games, and breaking up with Catherine again. We just have to make it so far to get what we want out of life, so make up a list of things you want out of life then strive towards reaching them no matter what the hardships. Anyway you know no matter what that we are your friends and if you need us for something or need us to stop doing something then we'd be happy to oblige. Anyway give me a call whenevr you get this, I know you have my number so feel free, we can talk or get together to do something.

Hella outtie yo.

[Kaze]

Hey, grayson-chan... There's not much I can add to the comments made by the guys.... just know that we all love you and care about you. If you need anything, we will always be there for you. I'm glad you didn't go through with suicide... It really does hurt the people you leave behind. Trust me on that one, mate.

When things get tough, have faith. It's one thing to feel alone, but it's another to actually be alone. Remember, Grayson, that you will never truly be alone; you have us and you have God. And you have Bree to watch over you, too. And she is watching over us. I have no doubt about that.

As for Mal and Matt, well... it's really very sad. But that's the way things go. They both made some choices that they probably regret now, but that's their buisness. Anyway, they will be happy in time, and it is up to us, their friends, to love them and be there for them.

And as for you, kevin... I love you, you know that. But there are some things that I just can't do, and things that I don't want to keep you from doing, so I feel that to make you happy, I have to make you unhappy first. I really do want you to be happy, but I am doubting that I myself am capable of doing so. I am sure that is the most complicated statement ever, but I haven't eaten anything and 14 hours and I'm frigggin hungry. mwa.

Anyone who ever needs anything- to talk, to vent, to beat up (not hard, please, I am breakable!)- give me a call. Most of you have my number, and I'll be here for you no matter what. I love you guys- you are the epitome of amazingness.
Ja, my buddehs. Blessed be.

[grayson]

to aall thoughs who give me support and comfort here or at school or in life in general thank you all you are truelly my friends